i suck at titles....
anyway. got a call from my dad this morning - at work - wondering where my mom is. been dead for 16 months. he has this lapse every once in a while. at first, it was weekly. now, not so often. but they are still so hard to deal with.
i am Blessed though. God has given me the ability to deal with it. i have no problem being honest with dad, telling him exactly what is going on. he is sad that he doesn't remember. he's asked me to write down everything that happened. it still breaks my heart.
i'm so glad it's friday afternoon. only 4 hours to go and i'm relelased for the weekend. i'm getting worn down. between my work for the united way, and how crazy it is here, the church stuff, and dad, and at home, i'm getting tired. i feel myself slipping away. so i need a weekend to recover. we're driving to monroe - for the annual murder mystery party - so i will get plenty of down time, and for that, i am very grateful.
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